the sad sad life of mimi. so be ready. coz itz gonna be f*ckin' jiwang. *hahakzZZZ!!!!!
on my own
i took time off today from work. i locked myself in my room the whole day.been feeling so not myself lately.i imagined about the future,if i didnt get married & i took care of my parents.thats when i realize that when time goes by when it was time for my parents to go, will i be lonely and alone all by myself.it sucks when i start to think that way.thought of quiting work and just stayed home.just need to get out.alone! i dont need anyone else.im starting to break down again.my feeling are so jumbled up.i dont feel like doing anything...
why must i feel this way? why must we grow apart? when we were happy together? why cant we start afresh? i just wanna make u happy. just wanna see u smile. i succeeded most of the time. but most is not enuf?we didnt have something strong to justify that,"yes! we cant be together.we are not meant for each other". nothing! am i going to feel this way all my life now? well now its already 9 months, well, 179 days since i last saw u...
i ask the DOC to give me cough syrup,well i didnt have any cough,but its gonna help me sleep uh. i hate it that i have sleeping problems...haiz~!
''remember when we first met,we watched a movie @ cathay,wen to macD's @ PS & they ran out of fries so we had hashbrowns,then we walked all the way to sit @ esplanade,yeah we walked! i kept talking but u kept quiet,watched the sunrise and went home...remember??''
i miss u so...
Tuesday, September 16, 2008 // 12:12 AM
the ONE
Mimi a.k.a Botak...
21 going 22
weird...
gila...
biol...
tak hensem...
hitam...
u noe black....
gelap...
hodoh...
buruk...
i'm 1.81m...
u must be short...
hahaha...
sum say i look like a nerd...
sum say im slenge...
loud...
most of the time funny....
sumtimes lame...
can't be denied...
tak betul...
loves cars...
weird...
emo...
hahaha...
tats mi...
mimi...
mimi the botak guy at sch tat time...
so...
there u go...
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